A Personal Journey - By
Mel McCane
From The Beginning
In August 1999 I was working as an
independent research and training
consultant. I had a month in between
scheduled contracts. I had a few bucks in
the bank at the time, some free time on my
hands, and I pined for a different type of
Internet Community than what I felt was then
available to dislocated Cats fans like
myself. For better or worse what I lacked
then was the foggiest of understandings
about the workings of a message board and
what it took to start a Community of this
kind. The best I knew then was other people
who did know such important things as html,
what a server was, how alien software works,
what bandwidth is, and how computers talk to
one another. I sought to create a Community
of, by, and for UK sports fans that would
organize around projects and programs that
would support and perpetuate our UK
Tradition.
Prior to and after its opening in February
1999 I had been following the news
surrounding the U.K. Basketball Museum. I
was aware that it had opened to rave
reviews, and that it was deeply in debt. In
late August I drove from Atlanta to meet
with Mike Durham, who at the time, was its
Executive Director. We chatted quite a while
and I became painfully aware of the uphill
battle that the Museum faced. Late in the
afternoon Mike took me on a personal tour of
the Museum. Just before its official closing
for the day Mike was called away and I was
the only visitor left as I stood amid the
surround screen presentation of UK
Basketball History.
At the conclusion of that presentation Jeff
Shepperd reflects on his childhood days in
Peachtree City, Georgia and how he dreamed
of playing basketball for Kentucky. He
relates how he envisioned himself as one of
several UK legendary players when he
practiced in his back yard and at the school
gym. He tells how later felt when his own
playing days were over and while driving
down a rural Kentucky road he spotted a
young boy playing basketball and donning his
number 15 jersey. The first time that I ever
cried tears of joy over Kentucky sports was
upon watching Happy Chandler sing My Old
Kentucky Home on seniors day in 1984. That
moment marked the second time the Kentucky
Basketball Tradition so moved me.
The following morning and early afternoon
Mike and I continued to talk about ways that
we might lend support for the museum. By the
time I returned to Atlanta later in that
evening, I harbored no illusions about
WildcatFaithful saving the museum, but I was
determined that we would give it our best
shot. As if I needed any additional
incentive, Mike told me that Cawood Ledford
was Vice President of the Museums Board of
Directors. He promised that he would do what
he could to be sure I got the opportunity to
meet him.
From the beginning, our vision for
WildcatFaithful has been to provide an
Internet presence for UK sports fans that
was relatively unencumbered by commercialism
and alternately committed to a cause we
believed in. We sought to build a Community
of common fans beholden only to ourselves
and otherwise always in control of our own
destiny.
When WildcatFaithful came on line in early
September 1999 I promised our members that
we would never charge a fee for
participation, and that WildcatFaithful
would never be sold to a commercial
interest. We have not wavered from those
guiding principles as we come to the end of
our fourth continuous year.
Dont Start the Game Without Me
Between September 1999 and March 2002 I
continued to reside in Atlanta. As one week
passed to the next, and as the months gave
way to just over two years, for all
practical purposes Mel McCane and
WildcatFaithful became one. I became
virtually obsessed with maintaining
WildcatFaithful spending no less than an
average of eight to twelve hours a day with
it. I all but abandoned my personal business
career and dug into my personal savings.
In the spring of 2000 a small amalgamation
of predominately southern college web sites
known as the Alliance, was sold to
Rivals.com. The Wildcat Lair was one of the
sites that at the time was well established
as the number one destination for UK
football fans. With its unexpected closing
the large majority of its participating
members flocked to WildcatFaithful. From
that time forward our membership has
included an equal blending of both football
and basketball fans. One of the most
interesting discoveries for me has been that
there are many UK fans who are rabid about
UK football to the near exclusion of
basketball.
Meanwhile our community began to come
together both on the Internet and off. We
found ourselves increasingly hosting various
events such as tailgate gatherings before
each home game, the spring Blue White games,
and during Fan Appreciation days. To mark
the location of the tailgates and other
gatherings our members chipped in the fall
of 2000 to purchase our WildcatFaithful
banner. For the spring game in 2001 we had
more than 40 members gather for the
tailgate.
During the 2000 basketball season we began
to gather at the museum before each home
basketball game. Our members were present
for every special event hosted by the museum
between the time we came on line until late
September 2000. The highlight came when more
than 50 of our members attended the museums
first birthday party in March 2000. We were
treated to interacting with such notables as
Ashley Judd, Coach Hall, Kenny Walker and
others.
Due to extenuating circumstances brought on
by Mike Durhams resigning from the museum,
and UKAA assuming its the day to day
management, the new Executive Director of
the Basketball Museum chose to sever all
ties with WildcatFaithful. It was during
this period of time that we learned about
the existence of the Cawood Ledford
Scholarship Fund.
By mid August 2000 it had became apparent
that we had far outgrown our contractual
agreement for web hosting services and we
were faced with a steep increase in price to
continue on with Interland, our web host at
the time. In early September and continuing
on for the next couple of months, we began a
relationship with URENet, and its President
Mike Queenen. In December 2000 URE Net
became our first WildcatFaithful Corporate
Sponsor. They not only provided us with web
hosting services but also devoted a
considerable amount of time to giving our
website a new face-lift in the fall of 2001.
In November 2000 we belatedly celebrated our
first annual WildcatFaithful Birthday party
at the Two Keys in Lexington just prior to
Midnight Madness. We boasted of more than
1000 members during our first year and our
administrative team had grown from six to
16. All but three of them were present for
our gathering and they presented me with a
plaque that I have treasured a great deal.
By early January 2001, it had become public
knowledge that Cawood was being treated for
lung cancer and at that time he was being
hospitalized. We started a thread asking for
our members to send him their good wishes
and prayers. Within a matter of a few days
more than 20 typed pages of messages from
more than 120 of our members had
accumulated. The outpouring of love,
admiration, and respect was truly touching
and it was fitting. Those messages comforted
Cawood and brought a tear of joy into his
life for an instant as he had done for us so
many time over 39 years. He later wrote us
the following¦
February 23, 2001
To our Wonderful Friends and Fans (Hello
Everybody)
What pleasure and comfort Frances and I had
reading all your wonderful postings to
Wildcatfaithful.com! We read and re-read
each and every word. We smiled at some of
your messages, and we were touched by all of
them. I cant tell you how much it means to
me to know that the thousands of fans who
listened to me call the games over those 39
years are still listening with their hearts.
I always felt people had the choice to
listen to me, they could have turned me off
at any time. But through the years, the fans
chose to keep on listening and for this I am
grateful.
Thank you so very, very much for all your
words of kindness, support and
encouragement. From the bottom of my heart,
Frances and I truly appreciate all the
thoughts and prayers. Weve also enjoyed some
wonderful memories while reading your notes.
I hope to see you at Commonwealth Stadium
this fall and back in Rupp Arena as well.
May God Bless You.
With love,
Cawood Ledford
The next month Kentucky went to Nashville to
play in the SEC Tournament and it was
suggested to us that we might stage a pep
rally to raise money to contribute to the
Cawood Scholarship Trust Fund. The Trust had
been established when Cawood retired to
provide financial assistance to former
scholarship athletes whose playing days had
ended, but whose college degree had not been
obtained. At the time Cawood was himself
undergoing a very difficult period in his
battle with lung cancer though few were
aware of just how much he was suffering. I
had been led to believe that his time with
us was tenuous at best.
With a great deal of help and guidance from
David Shelton, former National UK Alumni
Club President, the pep rally was a
tremendous success in many ways and on many
different levels.
The WildcatFaithful administrative team came
together and unleashed their creativity,
focus, commitment, and time.
Our members rallied around the event by
participating in planning chats, printing
fliers, finding a location, making telephone
calls, donating gifts, helping us to promote
the event, and subsequently staging it. The
larger UK community including
representatives from the media helped
promote it. Merchants contributed to it.
Many of our members met face to face for the
first time. The Cats won the tournament, and
we raised $1,700.00 for the Cawood Fund. A
week later I drove to Lexington to deliver a
large sized greeting card for Cawood to Kim
Ramsey, Cawoods business agent. The card was
an idea of one of our members. I counted 178
short messages on the card and each included
the years they had listened to Cawood on the
radio. I was later told that he got a lot of
pleasure from the gesture of Big Blue
kindness.
The pep rally represented a significant
turning point for me in being involved with
WildcatFaithful. It demonstrated we could
come together, have a great time in doing
so, and that we could simultaneously
contribute to a worthy cause. While the
dollar amount was largely symbolic it marked
a tangible beginning. While Cawood rallied
and ultimately returned to his native home
of Cawood, he ultimately succumbed to the
disease in early September 2001.
In August 2001 we hosted what has become one
of my favorite memories of WCF when Coach
Hall, Vernon Hatton, and Wah Jones joined Ed
Smith, as Coach Adolph Rupp, in Lexington to
celebrate what would have been Coach Rupps
100th birthday. The event attracted more
than 120 UK fans and WildcatFaithful
members.
A few days later a story appeared in the
Herald Leader which read in part:
"It was like the University of Kentucky
basketball team starting its season against
Duke. Ed Smith's debut portraying legendary
UK basketball coach Adolph Rupp for the
Kentucky Humanities Council's Chautauqua
Series was scheduled for a meeting of
Wildcatfaithful.com, an internet community
of UK sports fans.
Playing the revered coach at the downtown
Radisson before a crowd of more than 50 (the
actual crowd numbered 121), almost all
wearing something royal blue with a K on it,
was already intimidating.
But the group's president, Mel McCane,
goosed the fear factor by inviting Rupp's
successor, former assistant and player Joe
B. Hall, along with former players Vernon
Hatton and Wallace "Wah Wah'' Jones."
Hall, Jones, and Hatton sat along side of
one another as Ed took center stage. I
watched the men sit back with folded arms
that alternately gave way to smiles, winks
to one another, and nods of approval.
Later that evening 50 WCF members who had
purchased a block of tickets for the Derek
Anderson and UK Basketball True Champs game
that benefited both organizations
respectively.
Throughout 2001 our momentum continued to
build through our various social gatherings
and fund raising events. We designed and
obtained approval from UKAA to produce our
first official WCF tee shirt, and true to
our mission donated just over 400.00 from
the proceeds to the Cawood Fund, bringing
out total to just over $2,100. We formalized
our mission statement and our core values.
As the end of the year approached, I was
faced with the sobering realization that we
had reached the point where I either had to
commit to our future, or bring it to a
close. It had always been my intention to
resume my professional life and while I did
take on a few minor projects over the first
couple of years, the demands of the website
were substantial and by this time there
appeared to be no turning back.
The Road Back To My Old Kentucky Home
Several events in December 2001 and January
2002 prompted me to consider moving to
Lexington. A series of personal illnesses
and the sudden passing of my father made me
realize the importance of spending more time
with my own family that resides principally
in Northern Kentucky. Secondly,
WildcatFaithful had by that time taken on an
identity of its own and living in Atlanta I
was unable to respond to people and events
in a manner that was required. I had been
talking to a company in Lexington who was in
the development of a product that I felt was
something I wanted to be a part of marketing
and managing. As it was nearing completion
there was a promise of future employment.
Lastly, I realized that we had reached a
crossroad and unless I was in Lexington
WildcatFaithful would likely unravel. For
all these reasons I moved back to Lexington
from where I had left to go to Atlanta some
25 years earlier. In mid March 2002 I
completed my move.
Shortly thereafter WCF was approached by the
Insiders inquiring about our possible
interest in joining forces with them as one
of many college sports websites. I shared
the information with our administrative team
at the time and we were discussing it among
ourselves. It has been and remains my
personal style to share in all major
decisions with our team. Some of our team at
the time felt that a move to the Insiders
was desirable for a number of reasons. We
were faced with a growing community that was
placing severe taxing on the server we were
located on. Our website while much improved
was still lacking in our ability to add new
content on the fly. However, I was not
enthusiastic about the move because doing so
would have represented a total shift in the
very principles that WildcatFaithful came
into being. We would have been required to
push paid memberships and develop premium
content in exchange for web hosting
services, and site development tools that
would enable us to update the site on the
fly. We would have also been forced into
becoming a part of a legal suit being
contemplated against the University of
Kentucky for their policies on refusing to
grant media credentials to Internet sites.
Ultimately the discussion about moving
WildcatFaithful created a divide among our
then administrative team. Some believed that
this was the direction they wished to go,
and they subsequently left WildcatFaithful
in search of their own vision. Contrary to
some public perceptions, there has never
been any personal animosity because others
have opted to move on in a direction of
their own.
In the early summer we were introduced to
Josh. Who is a senior computer science major
at UK and skilled in Coldfusion programming,
which is currently being used to develop the
Faithful website. For the next several
months and continuing to the present, Josh
has refined and developed our website. We
now have the ability to completely manage
our website on the fly, and we have three
new pages in various stages of development
including one each for basketball, football,
and our community.
In August of 2002 I experienced a series of
hemorrhages that resulted in my being unable
to get around, read my mail, drive a car, or
otherwise attend to my personal needs.
Corrective surgery was available but it came
at a risk of loosing vision altogether. I
was able to use a computer by using a
magnifying glass but it was painfully
arduous to do. As in so many times in the
past, our administrative team came together
and we prevailed once again. I might add
that my personal circumstance was lightened
considerably because of them as well.
In late November Mike Queenen and I had a
long discussion about his sponsorship of
WildcatFaithful. Mike related that while he
had been happy to support WildcatFaithful,
from a purely business standpoint precious
few members had signed up for URE Internet
Services and in effect he could no longer
provide web hosting services without a cost.
It should be noted that when Mike picked us
up some 24 months earlier we had just over
1000 members and we required less than 25
gigabytes of bandwidth each month. In
November of 2003 we had reached more than
5000 members and we were requiring between
75 and 100 gigabytes of transfer.
In December 2002 WildcatFaithful appealed to
our members and supporters to help us raise
funds to help pay our way with hosting costs
and do a few more things. We received a
total of approximately $2,100.00 from 73
individual contributors.
While my personal vision problems persisted
throughout the basketball season, with an
outpouring of support from our
administrative team, and some very special
members, we were able to host two pep
rallies in New Orleans and Nashville
respectively. While the turnout for our New
Orleans rally was disappointing and our
expenses quite high, the reverse was true in
Nashville. As a result of that, and other
small proceeds from other activities, we
were able to donate and additional $2,100.00
to the Cawood Fund bringing our total
contribution to just over $4,200.00.